In Doldrums

I am in a black mood for a few days now, what have happened these past few days are really painful and burdensome but I am coping more and more each day. I've come to realize that my life would be so much different in the coming days, weeks, months and years. Holding on and hoping that things will stay the same and getting better hurts me more because I know that no matter what I do there is will be no point of fighting because I already know that I got nothing to fight for so I guess it is time for me to let go and start moving on with my life no matter how hard it is or might be. I know I gotta be strong for me and my son,I have to! I really do not know what to do right now but I know that I must focus and make a plan not only for today but for the future. Like I said, with God and my son by my side, there is nothing that I can't or won't do.

I would like to share this quote I found online,you may share your thoughts about this one with me.

When the man you love breaks your heart and say "we can be friends" is like your mother saying "your dog has died but you can still keep it".